ONLY 6 DAYS LEFT TO GO
Only 6 days left until we pick up the Winnebago and set off.
So far we have a rough plan of direction that we will be sending out in a newsletter over the next few days. So look out if we are coming into your area and come and say hi.
WORKSHOPS
We will also be looking for places to speak and hold the occasional workshop on the way. So if this is something you would like to gather a few people together for, we would love to share our experiment to date, as well as some of the research on life change, inspiration and relationships we write and speak about.
YOU’RE SO STUPID
Talking of speaking, Im sure you have heard that it rates higher on the fear scale than even death for a good proportion of people. That got me thinking today after Ollie asked if I wanted to do some Tai Chi with him.
I haven’t done much of this before and waving my arms around like a lunatic in the middle of a garden at lunch time made me feel incredibly self conscious.
I have spoken in front of thousands and run butt nekid through a crowd yet this simple and relatively private act, that only Ollie and the chickens could see had my mind racing for some strange reason today.
You look so stupid. What do you think you are doing? What’s this going to achieve? You have better things to do. What if the neighbours see. Your doing it wrong…….
The list was endless. As I stood their forcing myself to do the movements, I listened fascinated at the chatter inside my head. As the inner critic tried everything it could to get me to stop, and my rational brain tried everything it could to respond to the illogical fears with logical responses.
Eventually the logic won and I was able to relax into the moment, having a wonderful mid day cleansing experience. But it made me think. I have spent a good 20 years researching techniques and tools to overcome fears like this, and yet still out of the blue something can override even the most well trained will power.
Fighting these thoughts is tiring, challenging and it’s so much easier to just give into them and NOT do whatever that thing is that makes you feel uncomfortable or embarrassed.
I would LOVE to hear what techniques you use to step through the discomfort zone.
Of course underlying these fears that stop us stepping out of our comfort zones, is a belief that a part of us needs protecting. Almost like the reaction you would have if you took the plaster of a raw wound then someone tried to poke it.
Finding out exactly what it is we are protecting can have ENORMOUS benefit to the quality of our life, since whatever it is, it’s almost always based on an irrational miss perception.
But getting rid of these fears comes with another ready made fear all of its own! Suddenly we will have nothing holding us back and we’ll have to DO STUFF!! And that is inconvenient and scary too.
So what’s really holding us back, our fears or our fear of losing our fears? Makes you think doesn’t it
July 31st, 2010
9 Comments on "Count down to lift off & Im So STOOPID!"
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Not too many years ago, I was practically a hermit. I was not comfortable with even going to the shopping centre by myself. This was brought on by being in an abusive relationship and then being harrassed and stalked. I lost my self esteem. There were many things that I wanted to do, but fear held me back. Just the most simple of things like taking the bus over the other side of town for no reason, or going to the movies seemed out of reach.
Then one day, I had enough of feeling scared, of listening to that voice telling me – don’t do it, what on earth are you doing, why are you bothering… what are you going to acheive by just going out for an hour or so? I got up one morning, decided that I was not going to feel afraid or listen to that little voice anymore. I had a shower, got dressed, picked up my handbag and went out that door.
Since then I have acheived so much. I moved town, stood up to that bully, went shopping just wandering around looking and seeing the beauty in things, started studying again and went back to work. I realised then that I had been missing out on so much.
Fear can do that, thinking that you look silly or asking yourself what you are going to acheive in doing certain things, including your Tai Chi out in the backyard is a negative way of thinking. Maybe you do look silly to some people but honestly does their opinion on your day to day activities really count? If someone comments negatively… who cares? Are they doing something to free themselves or something they are enjoying? No – they are being rude and putting you down.
I personally think that you are right, our fear of losing fears is holding people back! People think in such a complicated way – complicating even their complicated thoughts! Stop thinking and just do it I say! Whatever it is.
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Love, passion for what you are doing will drive you beyond the fear zone. Keep a forward focus and don’t let any past failures get your attention. Learn from them but clear the road block they try to present with determination and PASSION!
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Now for a few comments. (13OCT09) The universe WILL provide a path to take – all you really have to do is take one day at a time and go with the flow(YES THERE IS A FLOW AND IT IS STRONG).
The most important thing is to always keep your sense of humor and be able to adapt to whatever the flow dictates and the path of the day directs. Remember though you are always in command of where you fit in to the flow. If you you keep these guidelines you will not go too wrong. Even when people think they have conned you be aware of this fact. That person only thinks they got away with a con on you. What you know is you chose to let them do whatever and you chose to let them get away with it(if that is the case)
Now for STOOPID and the fear factor. We all have had our share of this monster. It is like this for me. I do not fear what I do not know – I am very happy to learn and ask STOOPID questions as I am learning. If I do not know then best I ask and get to know what I need to know quick so I do not make a fool of myself for any longer than is necessary as I learn. Therein is another little rule to implement. If you must learn new things LEARN QUICKLY. When learning never feel STOOPID as you are adding to your abilities. Whatever the task you take on be it Tai Chi or something else, don’t ever waste mental energy on questioning your choice to do what you are doing. Give all your focus to the task or challenge at hand and with all your energies focused on that Tai Chi or whatever you will find not only will you learn quickly but you will do it very well and be amazed at your immediate success.
STOOPID! Once you commit yourself to such as the Tai Chi (that puts the fear of God in you) forget the fear and give your thoughts and energies as well as focus to learning the Tai Chi – Give it all you have got. You will not believe how much you learn and how quickly you adapt to the art. You will do it very well too. So go for it STOOPID it is the way of this great Nation of ours. ADVANCE AND ACHIEVE. You need to leave the fear out of it once you commit to something. Have the fears before committal – after committal you need the energy to succeed.
So you are on the road????Which way did you move first North South East or West. What a time to go with the dust storms in full throw. Bessie you will have some dusting to do. Keep the unit all shut up for a bit till the dust has gone. Thinking of all three of you Littlesparrow45
good luck enjoy the freedom please don’t forget all people backing you
and i hope it wasn’t you tring to contact me if sorry please don’t give up
What an adventure you have ahead. We will enjoy reading your stories of life on the open road. My husband and I have spent 4 years on the road and we begin to wonder if we will ever return to suburbia – we love the freedom of going where you want, meeting so many wonderful and interesting people, sharing great experiences, listening to people tell their life stories – some sad others so uplifting and encouraging and there is a real affinity amongst those ‘on the road’.
We love Australia – it is a wonderful country and there is so much to see and explore – we never tire of traveling and you never know just what will be around the next corner! Have fun and enjoy yourselves – we look forward to hearing your stories.
The best way to get over the fear of speaking in public is to be prepared be relax. Everyone is afraid at first but you just got to do it. The more you do it the less afraid you are. before you know it you’re wondering why you were ever afraid. So what are we trying to protect? Well, it’s our pride. What will other people(or the chickens) think of us? Hey, who cares. If what we’re doing isn’t anything wrong, it doesn’t matter what they think.
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